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Thank you God :) thank you for giving me the 10 wonderful days with him. It changed my life , and I finally understand the lives of some who I couldn’t understand before. To be very honest , I have no regrets whatsoever . They were my decisions and I know I have to be mentally prepared one day. I just didn’t think it would be so soon. Frankly , I feel fine. On top of that , I feel glad . Cause if it were to have gone further , the stab in my heart would’ve been deeper and I wouldn’t be able to survive . We’re still great friends , that’s for sure. I just want to make a small prayer. And that is for him to think through the reasons and steady his mind , so that this wouldn’t happen in his next . Cause I’ll definitely want him to be happy and last as long as 10 years. ” When you really love that someone , you have to let them go . ” I finally understand that now :)

My First.

The Name I Once Loved. Stay that way.